Thursday, 22 September 2016

Car boot sales @ UMP

So, hello everyone! I wanna share abt this one nice man. There's car boot sale at our university yesterday. Kartinie & I went to this one stall which they're selling many kinds of biscuits. Kartinie wanna buy her fav biscuit, so she told him tht she's just want that biscuit for only rm3. But then, when she wants to give the rm3, the uncle said "nvm, just take it. I know u came from far 😊" . We're both be likeeeee; "woww omggggg you're so nicee. Why you being so niceeeeeeee ppl?? 😭😭😭😭" we're both speechless & ofc said thank you so much then. May Allah bless you always & may your business will be successful. Aamiin πŸ˜‰πŸ˜Š so next, we went to this cutie mini stall which they're selling kinda cube ice-cream. Omg soooooo yummyyyy πŸ˜‹πŸ¦ yesterday was my very first time saw that kinda cube ice-cream yknow. At first I be like, okay what is this??? Is this an ice-cream??? The price is just rm2. Yaaa, I know that's so cheap isn't? So, I bought strawberry flavor & tinie's was keladi  flavor. The ice-cream tasted so yummy & veryyyyyyyyyyyy soft. Srsly, you guys should try tht cube ice-cream!!!!! There's a lot of stalls yesterday; I'm so not gonna describe each of the stalls hahahahahahahaha but there's various kinda things they're selling yesterday at car boot sale.

Tuesday, 16 August 2016


It's easy to trust ppl. Usually, if a person have a very good personalities & attitudes, we usually put high percentage of trust on them. Well, I've told myself, "not to trust ppl. Don't put yr trust easily on ppl. Don't even trust them even they're good to you." Butttt, nope! I do trust ppl so easily. I thought, if they're very close to me, so I can put 100% trust on them. Hahahahahahahahahaha I WAS WRONG!!!!. I've never thought that a person who are close to me, could lying to me. It's hard for me to believe how u could lie to me. You said that they are yours. It hurts my heart. Deeply hurt inside. Obviously, that's mine. It would be good if you jut tell me the truth. I'm so not gonna to blame u or what. I'm not going to raise up my voice. I just want u to tell me the truth. That's it. Yknow, if u keep lying to me, u keep pretending that nothing happens, idek what to say. I might be someone else. I might change myself 360. I might not be able to treat u like before. I might be a fake person in front of you. I've no idea why all of this happen. I've tried my best to stay & be positive. But, I can't. I don't even care abt wht you've took. But, it's all abt feelings. It's hurt. I am so careless on taking care of my own things. That's why I need a very good friends around me to always remind me abt my things. You're one of them. But, I was wrong & my thoughts are all totally wrong. I'm fine! It's okay. There's a reason behind of this. Thanks to u, I've learned smthg new in my life. Don't put your trust on anyone except your family. No matter how good a person is, no matter how close they are to you, pls don't ever put your trust on them. Even they're very  close to you, we don't even know whether they're being real or just pretending for the good sake of themselves. Taking advantages on others?? Hahahaha well, I'll waiting for you to tell me the truth. I will always keep waiting for u to just be honest to me & to yrself. I hope you realize what you've done & fix this thing & mess. U supposed to say smthg. You supposed to feel smthg when you're lying to me. & you supposed to do smthg. It's veryyyyy easy to say just a word, "sorry". But, you're the one who make it difficult & complicated. I hope you're reading this & message me as soon as possible.

Tuesday, 5 July 2016

Syawal, Eid Mubarak!

It's 6/7/2016! First day of Syawal. So, happy Eid Mubarak everyone. I'm taking this opportunity to seek apologies for all my wrongdoing to all of u. I'm sorry if I did smthg wrong towards u gais especially to all my family & friends. I'm trying to be good & become a better person, day by day. I love all the people around me. I miss y'all 😭😭😭😭😭 to all my classmates, u gais are the best! You'll always be in my heart ♥ without u gais, I'll never be like what I am now. I've learned a lot from u gais. Too many memories that we've created together. & I hope to meet all of u soon. Eventho we're always be like cats & dogs but our relationship is too strong to handle yknow hahahahaha aiceh. No matter how terrible our relationship is, but still I love y'all. I'm sorry gais for all my mistakes, my words, my actions & all. To all my classmates at UMP, i still in process to get know each of you. I don't really know u gais well now bcs our relationship is still new. And I hope, we can be good friends from now on. Sorry bcs I'm not too friendly with new people around me. I hope y'all understand my situation is & be friendly with me. To all my roommates, Atiqah, Que & Emy, thank you for being such a good friends of mine at UMP. Thank you for being so kind & friendly. I'm sorry if I did hurt your feelings & all. Last but not least, to all my best friends, thank you for everything. You gais are still the best!!!! I'm sorry for all my mistakes, my words, my actions & so on. Thank you for still being my best friends & be there whenever I need u gais. I love all of u. Thank you Nadia, Ain, Intan, Iman, Aidil... I love all of you, ppl!!!!! Thank you for everything & selamat hari rayaaaaaa. Maaf zahir & batin. πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰✨

Saturday, 25 June 2016

Lovely Grandma

We're met this grandma at Masjid Jamek, Kuala Pahang. She's very lovely & nice person. I was the one who started the conversation. While we're busy chit-chat, suddenly, she's asking me & my friends to come over to her house to take mangoes. And I was like, okay let'sssss. She gave us sweets, mangoes & also watermelon to eat. She's even talked about her life, family. So many challenges tht comes to her life. But still, she lives well. She lost her husband, she lost her sons, she lost her mum... She lives alone at a very small house. The moment when we're at her house, there's so many plants & flowers. She said, she loves to plant various types of flowers & even vegetables as well as fruits. She's happy with her life but I know, deeply inside, she's suffered a lot. May Allah bless this old woman with happiness!!!! Thank you for treating us nicely, grandma. We love u & pls stay happy πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’ž

Sunday, 19 June 2016

Happy Father's Day, Ayah!

Happy Father's Day to my one & only dad, Huzairi Bin Rosli!!!! Alhamdulillah, thank God for giving me such a great father ever. You're always giving your best just to fulfill all my sibling's wishes. I am such a lucky girl to have u in my life. You taught me a lot of things in this world & life. You're always being there for me 24/7 whenever I needs u around. Only God knows how much I appreciate u & how much I love you. Whenever I said that I need smthg or anything, you always tried your best to get what I want. Alhamdulillah, you're not that kind of "strictly" person. Eventho u have your own principles & disciplines in life, but u never beat anyone of my siblings. Whenever we're doing smthg out of control or doing smthg bad, you're not going to beat us but you loves to give advices & lots of positive inputs that make us think like, "ohhhh we shouldn't do that.." "Ohhh it's bad actually.." "Ohhh that's not good.." Year smthg like that. You even gives us a hug. I do admit it that sometimes you're annoying but u know, I love you... You're truly kind to others. You loves to help others whenever they're in trouble. Sometimes, I do think that you're too kind & u shouldn't help others that much bcs some of them might take that as advantages to themselves. You always asking us to be patient when we do smthg. Don't push ourselves too much. Well, the most important thing is you always put us as your priority. You're our priority as well, dad. You always reminds my siblings and I to study smart & always get good results for the good sake of our future as well as in our life. All your words are really meaningful... I love the way u teach us as children. I love the way u gives us advices. I love the way you're trying hard to get smthg for us. I love the way u put your best & your efforts. I love u from A to Z. From 0 to smthg. From nothing to everything. I'm going to end this by saying that you're great & nobody can be exactly like u. You're my superhero. You're everything!!!! I promise u that I'll try my best to give u a restaurant since you're good at cooking. Okay, in shaa Allah, I'll give u a beautiful restaurant, one fine day. Last but not least, thank you thank you thank you & thank you... I love you & will always do πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’–πŸ’“πŸ’ž

Thursday, 16 June 2016

First Day at University Malaysia Pahang, UMP (Gambang)

Such a tiring day for me & ofc for my parents as well. The day before I enter to this place, I was keep hoping & praying to have such a good friends, roommates, classmates & so on. And alhamdulillah, I met some few good friends tht are truly kind.. The place was quite nice & the room was alhamdulillah, okay & comfortable for sure. I met Ain, Que & another one girl from sabahan at the office. Were patiently waiting for the matrix card. Like srsly, they're really kind & veryyyyyy comfortable to be with. But the prob is, we're not in the same courses. Haiyooooo πŸ˜₯😭😩 okay next, roommates!!!!!! My roommates are really understanding & ofc veryyyyyy nice ppl. Atiqah, Que & Emilyana. Atiqah was a person I met before at the office. We're be like, "yayyyyyyyyy satu bilik!!!". Hahahahaha πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠ let's move to the room. I am the first person who entered the room. I choose to pick the lower bed (it's double decker). There was no fan accept for the upper bed. The uni used the wall fan. So, i asked my dad to go buy one fan for me since I didn't felt the fan's air. He went to Kuantan & brought a lil cutie fan for me huhuhu. My mum was busy helping me with my clothes & things. Thank God for giving me such a lovely & understanding parents. My roommates were all from Pahang. And their homes were just nearest this place. I am the only one from Selangor 😭😭😭😭😭 I've registered a few days ago. And yesterday was my very first day to enter the classes. I choose to further my studies in Civil Engineering bcs I think I should try & challenge myself. Hmmm that's it. Idek what else to share abt. So, WELCOME DEARSELF TO UMP, GAMBANG!!!!!!! πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰πŸŽŠ

Wednesday, 8 June 2016

Attitudes; Customers VS Sellers (Online Shop)

I can't understand why ppl should be so harsh & have no respect to others. Well, I am a human being. I do have feelings. If u can't put your trust on me, then pls put your trust on your parcel. Ppl being so damn mean just bcs they didn't get what they want. I am doing this online shop is not for fun. I'm doing this bcs I love business & I'm so into it. I'm doing this to get experiences on how to do things by myself. Like others online shops have received. I am so disappointed on how some ppl in Malaysia communicate with their sellers. You're pushing me & even says some words that hurt deep inside. Honestly, I am so giving up with some of these customers. I just want you to respect me & watch out every each words tht you're typing. I put all my trusty & respect to all my customers. I even believe on every each words tht you're trying to tell. Well, sometimes I do post you're parcel late due to things I have to settle. But I do inform you abt it. I even apologize to every mistakes tht I do. If your parcel are late, you can't put your blame on me. Sometimes, the parcel can't be detected by the tracking number bcs of the system breaking down. But, after a day, the parcel safely arrived at your home. Look!!! Some of my customers, understand & some are not. They're keep pushing me. Well gaissss, im not working there. It's not my fault. I've done my job & that's it. I do love online shop. I've bought so manyyyyyy things from online shop. I even gave a present like every year to my dad through online shop. So, I understand your feelings. I know how worried you are abt your parcel. I know. And I felt the same thing every time I buy things from online shop. I know how scared you are. But pls, put your trust & believe on your seller. If you're not sure, just put your trust on your parcel. In shaa Allah, everything's going to be okay. Stay patient & calm!!!!! I'm sharing this as a reminder to everyone out there who wants to buy through online shop. I bet some of the sellers out there might already faced the same thing like i do. Just stop being so typical Malaysian. It's already 2016 & you should open up your mind & see the world. Think out of box. Speak wisely. Improve for the good sake of the country. Show to the world that there's no such a typical Malaysian. That's it!!!!! Respect your customers & respect the sellers as well. Show how harmonies Malaysia is.

Friday, 27 May 2016

New Friends

I miss my new friends... A few months ago, I went to Putra Intellect International College (PIIC) in Puchong to further studies in English course ((it's just a short course)). Vista Prima was my condo, where I used to live while I'm at Puchong. For the veryyyy first time, I feels how's my life is when I was far awayyyyyyyy from home & ofc family. Fathia Latiff a.k.a Fathia Zulfikar. She's the one person I met @ condo's office to take card & keys. My very first impression was, "okay, she looks pretty & u bet she's a very kind person and I should get know her better. Or maybe we can be good friend after this?? I hope that she's one of my housemate hehehehehe...." Yes, and I'm truly mean it. Oh yea, I went there with a good friend of mine, Azah. We're not that close in primary school, but we're getting closer abt a few years ago bcs we're used to be classmates @ tuition. Next, Ayda Jebat instead of Paudziah Aida. Idek why I've been calling her with "Ayda Jebat"... OK, forget it. Our meeting was a coincidence. I met her in the lift. At that time, she's busy moving all her stuff from the 1st floor to the 12th floor. Okay everyone u should know that I am the first person who saying hello & greet them yknow bcs I find they're diff & I know tht they're kind & ofc will be good friends of mine during my stays in PIIC. And yessss, i am so proud of myself bcs all my thoughts were true & they're really good & were reallyyyy reallyyyyy reallyyyyyyy good. Thank God for giving me a chance to get know them. We spent our 24/7 hrs together, everyday. We do all the things together & get know each other better, day by day. We also have our own nicknames. Fathia aka Mummy bcs she acts exactly like mumsie. She's always reminds us to control our behavior at public & so on. Aida aka Adik/Mama. At first, she is like a lil sis. She's so close with mummy & loves to tell Fathia abt what we're doing at back & all hahahahahaha and then she turns to be our mama bcs Fathia had to finish her studies earlier & need to go to do her Umrah. Azah, she's unpredictable. She just loves being with her phone like 24/7 hrs non-stop hahahahahahajkjk. We love to do crazy things, laughing so damn hard, singing like a frogie & many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! Layla Syakirah & Aisyah Afifah. They came & registered late. We're also close with each other. From 4 to 6 ppl in a group. We shared many stories... We love to do bedtime stories hahahahahahaha but our bedtime stories was abt our times in kindergarten. We do almost everything together. I am so happy that Allah gives me a very good gifts. I'll never forget all our memories together. Thanks for everything & for all the good memories. I love you all girls. You gaisssss are really incredible. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Lots of love, Anis Syazwani... πŸ˜˜πŸ’–πŸ’žπŸ’“πŸ’•

Thursday, 26 May 2016


What does true friendship mean to you? 
A TRUE FRIENDSHIP.... Well, a true friendship is all abt trust & honesty. Actually, I've said it before this abt a true friendship through So, I'll copy what I've written before this to share with all of you abt ""friendship"" . She/he will definitely be there for you through ups & downs. No matter how poor you are, how rich you are, it's hard to find the real ones which means the real best friend that you can comfortable be with. Nowadays, as you can see, mostly ppl want to take advantages to anyone as long as they get what they want. Well, some ppl being """your good friend"" just bcs of your popularity, wealthy, beauty & so on. Aha common gaisssssss!!!! Go find your true friend. Your true friendship. A true bestie will always gives you advice, teach you the good things, always reminds you whenever you're forgot smthg, always support you no matter how hard it is for you to achieve smthg, always be your number ppl in your life to ask for a help & so on. Remember ppl, a true friend will never ask you to do smthg bad in your life & teach you the bad things to you. NEVER!!!!!! If she/he does, then you should just go & leave them behind bcs they'll definitely make your life even more worsttttttttttt. 

For me, I'm glad to know Ain & Nadia. We've known each other since we're at primary school but become more closer in high school. They're like my cup of sugar to complete the taste of my tea. Hahahahahaha aiceh. Yeap, I've known many ppl in my life but they're my soul. I also have others who are veryyyyyyyy close to me, Intan, Izzana, Iman & Aidil. I know all their stories & they know all my stories ((but definitely, Ain & Nadia know veryyyyyy details & many more stories ehehehe)). We love to share ideas, gossips & all. Whenever we're free & have nothing to do, we'll see each other & spend our times together, chitchat and all. I am so thankful & grateful for what you gais have done to me. I really appreciate everything. I MEAN IT OKAYYYYY!!! I love all of them. They're my siblings,friends.... I wish you gais the best in life & ofc achieve all the goals in your life. I love you gaisssss like so much. Nobody can replace your places in my heart ecececece. I miss you & hoping tht you're gais missing me too πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Love, Anis Syazwani πŸ’žπŸ˜˜❤️πŸ’œ

Wednesday, 25 May 2016


It has been 2 months, I'm running a business. It's just a small business of mine. Alhamdulillah, everything's okay. All the customers give positives feedback. Well, i learnt a lot.... It's not easy for someone like me, who doesn't know anything abt marketing & all, to run a business. Well said, there's nothing easy in this world. Everything needs a patience. If you doesn't know how to be patience, then don't & ever running up a business bcs not everyday & every sec you have a customer. It's hard yknow to get one, only ONE CUSTOMER IN A DAY! Now, i know how hard it is to make moneyyyyyy $$$$$$$$$πŸ’΅πŸ’΄πŸ’ΆπŸ’·πŸ’°   For all this time, I thought that "alah, senang je buat business ni. Promote sudah kat insta ke twitter ke fb ke... Then, mesti ada je yg beli." Hahahahahahahahhaa yessssssss, it's might be easy for someone who already has name, who is famous & popular. For instance, like a twitfamous,celebrities, models & all.but, it's really & so damn hard for me to get one customer in a day bcs im not a celebrity, model & i don't have a hundreds, thousands or even a millions followers on Twitter/instagram. So, it's really hard for me to draw public  attention & to put their trust on me. My idol in business world is Vivy Yusof. She are so incredible & intelligent business woman. Vivy Yusof & her husband owned a Fashion Valet (FV). I'm one of their followers. They're starting with a online business. They sell various kinds of clothes, shawls, dresses from all the designers in Asia; Malaysia, Indonesia, Brunei, Singapore.... Vivy itself make her own scarf brand which is "duck scarves" . I'm starting to adore her when her wedding was on one of the tv show in astro ria which called "Raikan Cinta". She looks so beautiful. And now, she's doing a tv show in astro ria again; "Love, Vivy". She shares abt her business, her personal life with everyone especially her followers. She's a supermummy, superwoman..... I wish that i could be like her one fine day who are success in life. Never giving up with what you've done. Keep trying again & again whenever you're failed. Failure is a must in order to achieve success. Stay strong & believe that Allah will give you the ""rezeki"" that you want, the success that you wanna be. 
P/s; do check & follow my online business instagram @axsyz. I'm selling lipsticks, make-up brushes, perfumes & also tools for hair. All are still available & in a very good quality. πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’― GOOD QUALITY! πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ» ((There's many gifts & promotions that i can offer you gaissss. Just let me know if you're truly interested πŸ˜‰)) 


Hello everyone! Well, nowadays, ppl keep talking abt upu results & all. I'm still confused on how they choose students. Okay, let's begin with upu result. My personally story.. Yassssssss, ppl who were taking spm 2015, like all.........are waiting for upu result. Day by day. Week by week. Month by month. And finallyyyyyyyyy it is the day to check upu result & everyone are hoping for the best result to come out. So am i. Some of them are luckily & get what they've been dream for ((it feels like the whole world is theirs & feels soooooo thankful & grateful fir the opportunities)). But some of them are unfortunately, didn't achieve their target & dreams. It's feels sooooooooo miserable & starting to think that the world is unfair. Like, REALLY UNFAIR!!! AND THATS SO REAL. I know  & understand how they're totally feel bcs actually I'm also one of them. Ppl said, "you must get good results to achieve your goals & ofc to further your studies in university like you always dream of." Yassssssss, I'm studying like really hard. When I'm in standard 6, i don't think that education is important in life. So, my upsr result was bad & I just got 3A 2B. At that time, all my close friends get very excellent results which is 5A's like most of them. Eh jap, salah. """Actually ALL OF THEM""". They're all enter in good boarding schools. So, when i enter in high school, I started to really care abt my studies & all. Alhamdulillah, I have veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good friends & I'm really thankful & grateful for knowing them as my best friends & ofc they're like my sisters. When I'm in form3, we're studying together like so damn hard in order to achieve our goals. We're frequently doing study group, discussion, tasks & all. And alhamdulillah, I got 6A 2B for my pmr. Eventho I didn't get straight A's but still I'm really thankful . And we're did the same thing when we're in form5, but I didn't put my effort like before bcs I'm so giving up with chemistry hahahahahahaha. Thanks to Nadia & Ain bcs they're really helped me a lot with my studies & giving advices whenever I'm giving up with science streams sub. And alhamdulillah, eventho I didn't also get straight A's but still for me, i got good result 5A's out of 9 sub. Then, I'm waiting like 6 months for matriks & upu result. I'm not working like everyone does. I'm not hanging out like everyday or even every week. Mostttt of my day is at home.. I'm staying at home & enjoying my life watching dramas, films, baking, cooking & ofc sleepingggggggg ((bcs my dad didn't allow me to go out or doing part time jobs)). So, it's the dayyyyyyyyy that im waiting for longggg time. I'm srsly so nervous & shaking at the same time. So, before I checked, i pray & ask for the best result. Then, i click on It's error gaissss! Hahahahahahhaha that's makes me moreeeeeee & extremely nervous. One of my friend gave me another link, so that i can check it. At that time, my internet suddenly slow down. Haih, I'm starting feels smthg. So, one of my friend, helped me to check my upu result. And she even screenshot the result. Unluckily, I didn't get. "Maaf, anda tidak berjaya... blablabla....." It's feels like im in the dark world. Like reallyyyyyyyyyy dark yknow. I knocked down & crying so damn hard. I ignored all the whatsapp noti, & even calls. I off my phone & crying for the whole day. I couldn't accept the fact, the reality. I'm hoping that was a dream. But, that's it. IT IS REAL MAYN?!!!!! I keep saying that this is all unfair & the world is cruel. Too cruel to handle. Whyyyyyyyy and whyyyyy must be me?? This is sooo unfair. Even my friend who only got 2,3,4A's & even have no A could get part in university. Uitm, uthm, unisza & so on. I THINK THAT MY LIFE IS GONE! MY GOALS ARE ALL DISAPPEAR. MY DREAMS & AMBITION ARE ALL FAR AWAYYYYYY & ITS REALLY HARD TO GET IT & MAKE IT COMES TRUE! I FEELS LIKE I AM THE MOST IDIOT PERSON IN THIS WORLD BCS DIDNT BEING CHOOSE TO BE ONE OF THEM. After a few days, i feels so much better bcs of the advices that everyone gave. I feels so much better. I'm starting to Google & create a new goals. So, I've decided to choose Civil eng or Electrical eng. i checked in semak syarat upu & all. I do my own research. Everyday I'm doing research... I even read some blogs in order to get good inputs. And tmrw is the day of rayuan upu. I'm hoping the best. Yassssssss.
P/s; to anyone out there who faces the same thing like i do, pls stay strong. It's okay for you to cry & screaming but remember, there's a reason. Allah will gives the best & very best to all & every human in this world. Yes, world is unfair. TOO UNFAIR.  BUT, JUST BELIEVE IN MIRACLE. BELIEVE IN ALLAH. BELIEVE THAT SMTHG WOW WILL HAPPEN  SOON! Thanks for reading this. I'm just sharing what i feels inside. Have a nice dayyyy ✨πŸ˜‰

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