Friday, 27 May 2016

New Friends

I miss my new friends... A few months ago, I went to Putra Intellect International College (PIIC) in Puchong to further studies in English course ((it's just a short course)). Vista Prima was my condo, where I used to live while I'm at Puchong. For the veryyyy first time, I feels how's my life is when I was far awayyyyyyyy from home & ofc family. Fathia Latiff a.k.a Fathia Zulfikar. She's the one person I met @ condo's office to take card & keys. My very first impression was, "okay, she looks pretty & u bet she's a very kind person and I should get know her better. Or maybe we can be good friend after this?? I hope that she's one of my housemate hehehehehe...." Yes, and I'm truly mean it. Oh yea, I went there with a good friend of mine, Azah. We're not that close in primary school, but we're getting closer abt a few years ago bcs we're used to be classmates @ tuition. Next, Ayda Jebat instead of Paudziah Aida. Idek why I've been calling her with "Ayda Jebat"... OK, forget it. Our meeting was a coincidence. I met her in the lift. At that time, she's busy moving all her stuff from the 1st floor to the 12th floor. Okay everyone u should know that I am the first person who saying hello & greet them yknow bcs I find they're diff & I know tht they're kind & ofc will be good friends of mine during my stays in PIIC. And yessss, i am so proud of myself bcs all my thoughts were true & they're really good & were reallyyyy reallyyyyy reallyyyyyyy good. Thank God for giving me a chance to get know them. We spent our 24/7 hrs together, everyday. We do all the things together & get know each other better, day by day. We also have our own nicknames. Fathia aka Mummy bcs she acts exactly like mumsie. She's always reminds us to control our behavior at public & so on. Aida aka Adik/Mama. At first, she is like a lil sis. She's so close with mummy & loves to tell Fathia abt what we're doing at back & all hahahahahaha and then she turns to be our mama bcs Fathia had to finish her studies earlier & need to go to do her Umrah. Azah, she's unpredictable. She just loves being with her phone like 24/7 hrs non-stop hahahahahahajkjk. We love to do crazy things, laughing so damn hard, singing like a frogie & many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! Layla Syakirah & Aisyah Afifah. They came & registered late. We're also close with each other. From 4 to 6 ppl in a group. We shared many stories... We love to do bedtime stories hahahahahahaha but our bedtime stories was abt our times in kindergarten. We do almost everything together. I am so happy that Allah gives me a very good gifts. I'll never forget all our memories together. Thanks for everything & for all the good memories. I love you all girls. You gaisssss are really incredible. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Lots of love, Anis Syazwani... πŸ˜˜πŸ’–πŸ’žπŸ’“πŸ’•

Thursday, 26 May 2016


What does true friendship mean to you? 
A TRUE FRIENDSHIP.... Well, a true friendship is all abt trust & honesty. Actually, I've said it before this abt a true friendship through So, I'll copy what I've written before this to share with all of you abt ""friendship"" . She/he will definitely be there for you through ups & downs. No matter how poor you are, how rich you are, it's hard to find the real ones which means the real best friend that you can comfortable be with. Nowadays, as you can see, mostly ppl want to take advantages to anyone as long as they get what they want. Well, some ppl being """your good friend"" just bcs of your popularity, wealthy, beauty & so on. Aha common gaisssssss!!!! Go find your true friend. Your true friendship. A true bestie will always gives you advice, teach you the good things, always reminds you whenever you're forgot smthg, always support you no matter how hard it is for you to achieve smthg, always be your number ppl in your life to ask for a help & so on. Remember ppl, a true friend will never ask you to do smthg bad in your life & teach you the bad things to you. NEVER!!!!!! If she/he does, then you should just go & leave them behind bcs they'll definitely make your life even more worsttttttttttt. 

For me, I'm glad to know Ain & Nadia. We've known each other since we're at primary school but become more closer in high school. They're like my cup of sugar to complete the taste of my tea. Hahahahahaha aiceh. Yeap, I've known many ppl in my life but they're my soul. I also have others who are veryyyyyyyy close to me, Intan, Izzana, Iman & Aidil. I know all their stories & they know all my stories ((but definitely, Ain & Nadia know veryyyyyy details & many more stories ehehehe)). We love to share ideas, gossips & all. Whenever we're free & have nothing to do, we'll see each other & spend our times together, chitchat and all. I am so thankful & grateful for what you gais have done to me. I really appreciate everything. I MEAN IT OKAYYYYY!!! I love all of them. They're my siblings,friends.... I wish you gais the best in life & ofc achieve all the goals in your life. I love you gaisssss like so much. Nobody can replace your places in my heart ecececece. I miss you & hoping tht you're gais missing me too πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Love, Anis Syazwani πŸ’žπŸ˜˜❤️πŸ’œ

Wednesday, 25 May 2016


It has been 2 months, I'm running a business. It's just a small business of mine. Alhamdulillah, everything's okay. All the customers give positives feedback. Well, i learnt a lot.... It's not easy for someone like me, who doesn't know anything abt marketing & all, to run a business. Well said, there's nothing easy in this world. Everything needs a patience. If you doesn't know how to be patience, then don't & ever running up a business bcs not everyday & every sec you have a customer. It's hard yknow to get one, only ONE CUSTOMER IN A DAY! Now, i know how hard it is to make moneyyyyyy $$$$$$$$$πŸ’΅πŸ’΄πŸ’ΆπŸ’·πŸ’°   For all this time, I thought that "alah, senang je buat business ni. Promote sudah kat insta ke twitter ke fb ke... Then, mesti ada je yg beli." Hahahahahahahahhaa yessssssss, it's might be easy for someone who already has name, who is famous & popular. For instance, like a twitfamous,celebrities, models & all.but, it's really & so damn hard for me to get one customer in a day bcs im not a celebrity, model & i don't have a hundreds, thousands or even a millions followers on Twitter/instagram. So, it's really hard for me to draw public  attention & to put their trust on me. My idol in business world is Vivy Yusof. She are so incredible & intelligent business woman. Vivy Yusof & her husband owned a Fashion Valet (FV). I'm one of their followers. They're starting with a online business. They sell various kinds of clothes, shawls, dresses from all the designers in Asia; Malaysia, Indonesia, Brunei, Singapore.... Vivy itself make her own scarf brand which is "duck scarves" . I'm starting to adore her when her wedding was on one of the tv show in astro ria which called "Raikan Cinta". She looks so beautiful. And now, she's doing a tv show in astro ria again; "Love, Vivy". She shares abt her business, her personal life with everyone especially her followers. She's a supermummy, superwoman..... I wish that i could be like her one fine day who are success in life. Never giving up with what you've done. Keep trying again & again whenever you're failed. Failure is a must in order to achieve success. Stay strong & believe that Allah will give you the ""rezeki"" that you want, the success that you wanna be. 
P/s; do check & follow my online business instagram @axsyz. I'm selling lipsticks, make-up brushes, perfumes & also tools for hair. All are still available & in a very good quality. πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’― GOOD QUALITY! πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ» ((There's many gifts & promotions that i can offer you gaissss. Just let me know if you're truly interested πŸ˜‰)) 


Hello everyone! Well, nowadays, ppl keep talking abt upu results & all. I'm still confused on how they choose students. Okay, let's begin with upu result. My personally story.. Yassssssss, ppl who were taking spm 2015, like all.........are waiting for upu result. Day by day. Week by week. Month by month. And finallyyyyyyyyy it is the day to check upu result & everyone are hoping for the best result to come out. So am i. Some of them are luckily & get what they've been dream for ((it feels like the whole world is theirs & feels soooooo thankful & grateful fir the opportunities)). But some of them are unfortunately, didn't achieve their target & dreams. It's feels sooooooooo miserable & starting to think that the world is unfair. Like, REALLY UNFAIR!!! AND THATS SO REAL. I know  & understand how they're totally feel bcs actually I'm also one of them. Ppl said, "you must get good results to achieve your goals & ofc to further your studies in university like you always dream of." Yassssssss, I'm studying like really hard. When I'm in standard 6, i don't think that education is important in life. So, my upsr result was bad & I just got 3A 2B. At that time, all my close friends get very excellent results which is 5A's like most of them. Eh jap, salah. """Actually ALL OF THEM""". They're all enter in good boarding schools. So, when i enter in high school, I started to really care abt my studies & all. Alhamdulillah, I have veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good friends & I'm really thankful & grateful for knowing them as my best friends & ofc they're like my sisters. When I'm in form3, we're studying together like so damn hard in order to achieve our goals. We're frequently doing study group, discussion, tasks & all. And alhamdulillah, I got 6A 2B for my pmr. Eventho I didn't get straight A's but still I'm really thankful . And we're did the same thing when we're in form5, but I didn't put my effort like before bcs I'm so giving up with chemistry hahahahahahaha. Thanks to Nadia & Ain bcs they're really helped me a lot with my studies & giving advices whenever I'm giving up with science streams sub. And alhamdulillah, eventho I didn't also get straight A's but still for me, i got good result 5A's out of 9 sub. Then, I'm waiting like 6 months for matriks & upu result. I'm not working like everyone does. I'm not hanging out like everyday or even every week. Mostttt of my day is at home.. I'm staying at home & enjoying my life watching dramas, films, baking, cooking & ofc sleepingggggggg ((bcs my dad didn't allow me to go out or doing part time jobs)). So, it's the dayyyyyyyyy that im waiting for longggg time. I'm srsly so nervous & shaking at the same time. So, before I checked, i pray & ask for the best result. Then, i click on It's error gaissss! Hahahahahahhaha that's makes me moreeeeeee & extremely nervous. One of my friend gave me another link, so that i can check it. At that time, my internet suddenly slow down. Haih, I'm starting feels smthg. So, one of my friend, helped me to check my upu result. And she even screenshot the result. Unluckily, I didn't get. "Maaf, anda tidak berjaya... blablabla....." It's feels like im in the dark world. Like reallyyyyyyyyyy dark yknow. I knocked down & crying so damn hard. I ignored all the whatsapp noti, & even calls. I off my phone & crying for the whole day. I couldn't accept the fact, the reality. I'm hoping that was a dream. But, that's it. IT IS REAL MAYN?!!!!! I keep saying that this is all unfair & the world is cruel. Too cruel to handle. Whyyyyyyyy and whyyyyy must be me?? This is sooo unfair. Even my friend who only got 2,3,4A's & even have no A could get part in university. Uitm, uthm, unisza & so on. I THINK THAT MY LIFE IS GONE! MY GOALS ARE ALL DISAPPEAR. MY DREAMS & AMBITION ARE ALL FAR AWAYYYYYY & ITS REALLY HARD TO GET IT & MAKE IT COMES TRUE! I FEELS LIKE I AM THE MOST IDIOT PERSON IN THIS WORLD BCS DIDNT BEING CHOOSE TO BE ONE OF THEM. After a few days, i feels so much better bcs of the advices that everyone gave. I feels so much better. I'm starting to Google & create a new goals. So, I've decided to choose Civil eng or Electrical eng. i checked in semak syarat upu & all. I do my own research. Everyday I'm doing research... I even read some blogs in order to get good inputs. And tmrw is the day of rayuan upu. I'm hoping the best. Yassssssss.
P/s; to anyone out there who faces the same thing like i do, pls stay strong. It's okay for you to cry & screaming but remember, there's a reason. Allah will gives the best & very best to all & every human in this world. Yes, world is unfair. TOO UNFAIR.  BUT, JUST BELIEVE IN MIRACLE. BELIEVE IN ALLAH. BELIEVE THAT SMTHG WOW WILL HAPPEN  SOON! Thanks for reading this. I'm just sharing what i feels inside. Have a nice dayyyy ✨πŸ˜‰

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